I feel like I have hardly lived at all. I have lived for so many other people and not for myself. My life is a lot more than half over and I do not know what to do with the rest of it. I do not want to cook or clean or do anything anymore except draw. I cant feel anything about anyone. I have wasted my time and my life and I want it back. I worked so hard to be a good mother and wife and career woman. I feel it was all for nothing. So drawing is all I have.  Blog at you later...Eva